The longing so deep and vast
Remnants of lover’s past
Etched into the bone.
The longing mars my skin
Scar tissue rebuilt
Again and again.
Storied like a cave wall
Pictures and scribblings
In your messy scrawl.
You lodged yourself
Hidden in corners
Locked safely in my mind.
You promised you’d see me
Life after life
Time after time.
The longing so acute
Dreams haunt me of you
Strong hands and soft eyes.
I pray to see your face
An image I’ve misplaced
Freckles and blemishes to trace.
Only, the longing persists
Follows me ’round corners and bends
Threatens to overpower.
On the coldest nights
The longing provides
A memory of what was.
You haunt and you stalk
Watch, but never talk
Protect like a lock.
I feel your presence
Away from the heavens
Only able to meet me here.
The longing deepens
Resolve weakens
Condemned to walk alone.
Oft before sleep overpowers
I dream of meteor showers
Each a message from you.
The longing devours
Torturous, lonely hours
Dreaming but never reaching.
Will you reveal yourself?
No ending tied in a neat bow
No resolution
No way to know.
Only the longing stays
Only the longing remains.



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