SUNSHINE AURA – self-esteem. self-love. self-actualization. 

Wanting to be alone more than together these days.

It’s not that I don’t want to be around other people.

It’s just that I don’t care so much anymore about having plans.

To be able to say “I have plans Friday night.”

To be able to say “I’m out here ‘living my life’.”

To be able to say “I am young and hot and alive.”

For some reason that just doesn’t feel important right now.

I want to spend the nights alone

Doing what makes me happy:

Reading, writing, exercising, contemplating, easing.

With only a true desire to remain amongst those

Closest to my heart, and for whom I hope feel close to mine.

I’m not trying to sound superior or look down on the partygoers.

I just feel kind of liberated to be alone right now.

And I think that’s OK.