SUNSHINE AURA – self-esteem. self-love. self-actualization. 

Going out of my mind at this pace

Lying in bed awake till 1am

Wondering what will happen next

And if it’s going to be me.

Every time I think I know your mind

It’s like you hit the brakes hard

Instead of pedal to the floor

Kissing your fingertips to the visor.

I start to doubt myself and my worth

Whether it’s really happening

Or if all this is in my head

It’s just so slow.

But slow and steady makes it last

Right?

I tuck myself back into bed

Awake, eyes wide open but blind.

Balancing between obvious and coy

Crawling out of my skin to contain it

But I know it has to be you

And in your own time.